Like i care....

What the hell?? like why ppl on this earth dont bother to mind their own freakin business! what, what do they think of themselves they can just mess with anybody's life anytime they want to, anyway they like!! matlab kyaaaa!! kya mazaaq  hai!! whatever pops up in  their heads its like their immediate social responsibility to inform every random person alive!! What nonsense! although its like i dont care! i always have that like i care look on my face nd that pretty much reflects in my attitude bt still atlesat we should respect the other person's integrity for once! matlab ajeeb koi awaam hai ! jska jo dil chahey wo farma deta hai!! another thing i dont get is why do ppl feel all gud and excited in intervening with other's affairs! like they dont apparently have a life or what or no issues of their own to look to or what!!  Nd why do i always rant abt stuff!! bt i guess thats mee! nd apparently this blog is like my junkyard! spit it all out!  nobody knows nobody cares! whatsoever!

Like trust me, ppl in our part of the world apparently have nothing good to do! so they take it up as their social and moral responsibility to blabber stuff about others lives and make them more miserable like they are not enough previously!! nd i believe the ranting has all gone redundant!! well who cares! its crap anyways! so yeah!! Buzz off!!

Random bakwaas

Had a hell lotta fun yesterday! yess!! the day started off kinda weird kinda all messed up!! bt then yess, you do have ppl who you call your friends to get you out of that zone!! Wowww!! the bakesale, i met like sooo many ppl wowww!! my seniors my acquaintances nd to top that my craaazyyy ppl who make this journey of life easier nd bearable with their words, their thoughts nd mostly their presence!! its a small world!! yess trust me its real smallll!!! i realized it when i entered the university!! =)
well!! aas this may give you a pretty gud idea that i am the most farigh person alive on this planet to date!! although i have to study like reaaal lot bt yet i just dnt feel like doing it abi!! i took an off from college apparently to do all the random stuff that can be most likely done! ppl might get an idea i am an idiot or a time water bt yeahh whatever, as if i care!! i am maad!! like trust me, there are days when i get pissed nd get all annoyed up on my ownself just cz i aint studying a thing! it does get frustrating! bt then there days like today that i dont feel like studying.. i dont knw why am i blabbering bt yess i knw i am gud at it nd well i do that all the time unless there sumthing terribly wrong!! what now, what do i plan to do, i have this cbl tomorrow that i need to study for nd apparently a weird psycho test on 12 maybe! bt i am doing everything except studying!! nd yess i am pretty okaaay with it abhi tak!! i knw raat ko i'd be like screaming on the top of my lungs on my own that what the hell yopu psycho lady, dnt you have a life, nuthing better to do or what!  bt yess i soo do feel like watching a good movie bt i am not! i even have agood book to  read which i will read after this! nd yes i have friends who get 4 or 3.5 of gpa nd then even they are always sulking about the fact god knws what wud happen!! ........ welll, i do have a realization that i might screw up big time in the future bt then again i have an equally good feeling that i'd sail by this upcoming storm! well yeah whatever! i guess enough of the bakwas! lets go and do sumthing worthwhile that is if i feel like doing it! byee!!! i am lameee i knwwww!!

They matter……….

Thousands of people come in our lives and go away but there are few who are there to stay!! And even if they don’t you would want them to!! Then why does this happen that we overly esteemed individuals, just don’t have the courage to accept their impact! Why don’t we, in time accept the fact that they are the ones who matter! Who bother! Whose every act is scrutinized by us if not deliberately maybe in deliberately! Why do our egos pop up as big monsters then, and rise up from their deep slumber so as to show they don’t matter! They aren’t worth it! Why do we have misleading actions and emotions! If they don’t respond, it bothers but why on earth does it happen! Are they too special or what! Or they are maybe the ones who’ve managed to trespass those hard rock walls around us that we built in these god forsaken years. Life is difficult. It is hard to imagine it without your peeps!! Survival without them does arise questions, which are too often ignored or maybe not thought of! Its frustrating you do pose you is strong, things like them or people like them don’t matter!! It really doesn’t bother you!! Bt hey waiiit!! You were posing rite! Yess! We all do that!! Because maybe by doing this we are just testing somebody’s affection or seeking someone’s attention!!! Why do we go into this whole reverse pschycology regime!! Why aren’t we open with words for once!! Why is it always the other person who does all the talking! Why wait!! Why not take that first step and show!! Why not be original for once! What’s the fear, maybe we aren’t returned with the same emotion, but why fear!! Life was all about living in the moment, rite!! And about taking those risks which others don’t! Then why not just go ahead!! Accept it!! Say it! Make your presence felt! Why hide yourself beneath those superficial layers of personalities, which many a times isn’t even what we want it to be!!!